In search of TRUTH........

Aren't we all doing that. Searching for that final truth/happiness/peace/nirvana or whatever we may call it.

And I am sure most of us (that includes me too) will keep on searching for it for the rest of our lives. The reason is.........That in our quest for it......We travel far and wide. Look in seemingly impossible directions. Think about absolute worthless things. But we forget the small things in life......That matter most.

I remember this story.........I read it in one of those books on Shri Sadguru Saibaba of Shirdi.
One day when baba was sitting alone in his masjid, a man approached him. He seemed to be a very wealthy man. Baba asked him what did he want?

 The man said that he wanted to understand the meaning of infinity, space and time. And whether God really exist.

Baba said to the man " Acquiring knowldege in these subject require very high skill as one has to bring together all the FIVE sensory organs into control. One also needs to part away from this material world.

The man said that he can do it and therefore Saibaba could start teaching him.

Baba thought for a while........he replied " Yesterday when you came out of your house, there was a beggar standing in front of your door. This beggar hadn't eaten for days. He asked only for a rupee. But did you give him.........NO !  u didn't. Even though you had FIVE hundred rupees in your pocket.

One who cannot part with a single rupee.......do u think he can understand the meaning of infinity.

The man felt ashamed and left immediately.

It is not in the outside world that peace exist.........It is inside.........In ourselves.    

The last week................

My summer project got over a week before that.  
 
My final presentation went absolutely amazing. It was the best I had ever given. Only drawback was that it took a rather lengthy time (approximately one and half hrs.). My guides were rather impressed. Well now I just hope to get a good grade out of it.
 
Coming to the last week...............was rather boring. As I didn't have anything to do. Movies.............Food........Sleep..........thats all what I was doing.
 
Somehow managed to find time .................to............... upgrade my site a bit.
 
Seems to be workin fine.
 
Me more than happy to get back to college (It makes me feel younger too)................starting tommorrow. 

Refleksuns

There I was watching a movie 'Josie and the Pussy cats' in HBO. Take my word the movie sucked. The only thing that made me glued to the screen was the lead actress RACHAEL LEIGH COOK. She is so CUTE. She is so GORGEOUS. Everythin is so perfect about her. Her eyes, nose, lips (O GOD!!), I mean everything is so beautiful. She has this childish smile.....an innocent face. You can see her by clickin on this linkwww.rachaelleighcook.net

Other than that life is goin as usual. Waitin anxiously for the intership to get over so that i can again be among my buddies.

One of my very old friend Sid is in Bangalore, plannin to vist him soon. We were together in school right from the sixth grade.

At that time this guy was a big fan of Arnold Schwazenneger (I hope I spelt it right!!!). I dont remmember how many times he has watched that TerminatorII movie.

I even gave him a lifesize poster of that movie on his B'day. Afterwards I heard from him that he used to pray in front of that poster every morning (HAHAHA).

Overall he was a very nice guy to talk to. I remmember how he & I used to fight when we were in the 11th grade. Then we wouldnot speak for some days. Pallav another friend of urs used to act as the mediator (HEHE). But he was always a helpful one. Very optimistic when I was down.

After passing out from school.........we lost contact with each other. I came to Mumbai, did my graduation there. And it was only a few years ago that he mailed me. Thanx to ur school site www.dpsrkp.com.

I really miss my school days. And I really miss him a lot. I never got a friend like him again. I used to irritate him, get him into trouble, do all sorts of childish stuff, he used to mind sometimes, but never broke his friendship. For that I am greatful to him. I will always be. Because in him I found one of my finest buddy. My Best friend - SIDDHARTH RAMAN SINGH.

She changed my entire report...........

I can't believe it. I burned my ass all this time on my report and just before I am about to take the print, myFACULTYtells me to realign the entire report,change the graphs, change the font size vagerah vagerah.

This would take atleast a week to do justice to the entire mess she has made now. I feel like killing myself (No I feel like strangling her neck). Why Why this had to happen to me.

Will be now starting now to make the changes. Lets see how much time it takes.